Hi lovely readers!!! We made it through another week, I hope it was good for you all!!!!
Gals/Guys: I have a very honest and open post to share with y’all. I was trying to figure out some neat and crafty way to put this up, but in all honesty, my mind feels a little like this
Yeah, not so much "over easy"
Since I have started this blog, you have noticed there have been days at a time that I go missing in action. I have mentioned not feeling well and you all were SUPER KIND with your words. Y’all flippin’ ROCK, just like this sweet pea who passed away this year:
Love ya', Estelle!!!
Ok back to business. So I have not been feeling well and while I was battling the crud that was cruising around the Mile High City, that has not been the only thing keeping me from feeling less than stellar, though I am happy to report the crud is gone!!!. Truth be told (and really that is the only way to roll), I have been fighting/dealing/attempting to kick the ass of a rather unpleasant disease that goes by the name of Multiple Sclerosis, since my diagnosis 2 1/2 years ago.
If life is about perspective, which I very much think it is, then my life and therefore my perspective both have changed a great deal since the day 2 1/2 years ago that I was diagnosed with what I like to call “The MonSter”. It has been a road of pain, laughter, lessons learned, fatigue, tears, more laughter and so much more. I have seen all that is right in the world, all that is wrong and everything in between. I learned that you can plan life to a “T” but it does not always work that way. I have learned that you never realize how wonderful it is to walk, run, jump, karate chop, ski down a run, ride a bike, etc… until those things become a major struggle to do, perhaps most painfully the ability to freely walk.
Multiple Sclerosis is a strange disease and much like life, how it will come and rear its ugly head is unknown. The last few months have been very difficult for me and the progression of my disease has not gone in the direction I would have chosen. At any rate, it’s part of my life. It’s made me appreciate the days that I can haul ass up stairs, or even just walk in a straight line without holding on to anything. Like anyone, I have good days and bad days. (Seriously, they didn’t nickname me “Grace” for nothing 
On that note, team, it’s time to go try and get some rest/sleep. The docs. started me on a new drug today that has made me feel “loopy” and “hazy” and so it has been an interesting day of trying to get work done and remembering where I put my cell phone…….. well and brain for that matter
Whenever you read this, if you would take a minute to think of all the great things you are capable of, both with your body and your mind. Appreciate what you are capable of, beautiful people!!!!
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You are so inspiring. Thanks for your open and honest post. And for the reminder to appreciate the things we can do. I am so grateful.
Thank you for your honsety. I appreciate YOU. The courage to post this, and being brave to face the world even when difficult will touch many hearts.
You are an everyday hero.
My best friend’s mom was diagnosed with MS when we were freshmen in college almost 10 years ago. Since then I have completed 2 MS 150 bike rides and several MS walks. At the end of the event there is someone with MS there to hand over a medal, and it reminds me why I am fighting for a cure. Thanks for your strength!
I saw a link to your post on Twitter and thought your post was so inspiring. It takes courage to be honest about issues like this. Great blog!
My elementary school teacher has MS and it breaks my heart to see her the way she is. Thank you for posting this as we all need a reminder of what we are capable of and how good we really do have it.
You are so brave and inspiring for sharing this with us! I’m sorry it’s rearing up right now. Stupid illness.
I hope the new drug has positive results!
**hugs**
I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my roommate from law school has MS. I am so MOVED by the strength and courage you have in fighting through this. Your sense of humor is contagious and your perspective is amazing. I just love you, girl. If there’s anything I can do, let me know. Keep fighting the good fight!!!
My grandmother was diagnosed with MS right before I graduated college and moved across the US. She has made me thankful for the gifts I am given and inspires me to do more. I have always loved running and this year have completed multiple 5ks, ran and won my first 10k, and signed up for my first half marathon. I always think of her when I need to push myself to be better.
Keep fighting and inspiring all those around you!
I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this – I can somewhat relate, I have polymyositis and most of the medication I take is also used for MS – its a never-ending battle it seems like!
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SO brave of you to post this!! Hang in there!!
Dottie – Your strength is a true everyday inspiration. You are so strong. You’ve got people surrounding you with love and know those people wil always be ther if you need anything, including me.
xoxo